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It was a Poem

It was a poem until I got to it; Then it became a haphazard of words bled onto a page, Crossed out and beaten around and down until they are the slave and I am but a fruitless master with a painless whip, A shadow of the words on the page, slowly losing my memory.

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EulogyWhen you smile at me, your face and your eyes are so beautiful that I want to cry I see it and I stand, accused, and guilty, of every ugly thing I've said I stand cleansed and accused by the same name that frees and imprisons me Look my way, that I may know happiness, however frail, however fleeting I compare my shallow waters to your depths and I want to drown My identity I count for nothing I will lose it tomorrow for one drop of your heart, your mind Your Beauty has you surrounded by girls like me, every one better than the last, better than me Would that I could be even a fraction in your so Eulogy
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untitled 3Drippin' my blood down the drain, I scream the voiceless scream, Dream the nightmare dream. Why did I do it? One moment, my pink arm, The next, cool steel, Then, crimson red and black awareness Psychoanalyze this, Like you really care For the tarnished remains that were once a little girl My corpse You'll see it again soon, and you won't have me to kick around anymore Watch all your problems (and mine and me) drip out Drip down As I lose myself in the abyss As I lose My light My line My life Into the abyss untitled 3
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It was a PoemIt was a poem until I got to it; Then it became a haphazard of words bled onto a page, Crossed out and beaten around and down until they are the slave and I am but a fruitless master with a painless whip, A shadow of the words on the page, slowly losing my memory. It was a Poem
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Fri Jun 23, 2006, 8:23 AM

Will somebody PLEASE explain to me why I can only write anything real or good when I'm depressed. When I'm happy and want to express it in writing, I can't. Anything that does come up looks shallow, thin, and plastic, and I hate it as soon as the least little bit of whatever "high" starts to fade.

Seems I can only be worth anything when I hate myself.

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Current Residence: Somewhere in the midwest....ish....
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL. Overweight and undertall.
Interests: Anime, theology, history, tech, putzing around...
Favourite movie: The Exorcism of Emily Rose
Favourite band or musician: Umm...I like Ayumi Hamasaki alot, I guess...
Favourite genre of music: Christian Rock
Favourite artist: Mi amiga chickenfriedsushi
Favourite poet or writer: Oh I don't know...
Favourite photographer: Someone not photographing me.
Operating System: Unfortunately, Vista Home Premium
MP3 player of choice: Laptop
Shell of choice: I just use bash...
Wallpaper of choice: Usually the wallpaper of the month on www.care-bears.com
Skin of choice: The one God gave me.
Favourite game: Not so much favorite, but usually in Second Life as Ayumi Sapeur.
Favourite gaming platform: PC
Favourite cartoon character: Himeno Awayuki from Prétear
Personal Quote: Fire?
Tools of the Trade: Acer Aspire 7520-5823

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~creatureart

Apr 28, 2007, 6:37:24 PM

Thank you very much for the

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I do really appreciate it.

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Apr 5, 2007, 10:54:34 PM

TAG YOUR IT!!!! this is so scary. send this to 15 people in the next 143 mins. when you are done press F6 and your crushes name will appear on the screen in big letters. this is scary cuz it works!!!! if you break the chain you will have problems with relationships for the next 5 years NO SEND BACK!

~Kaijo101

Dec 6, 2006, 4:23:59 PM

Your in to guild wars??? I've never seen you around...

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